When you do a lot of transformation work you might start feeling a little out of your element. You may start forgetting why you started doing it to begin with. Rock bottom can become a very beautiful for growth and transformation… but you may start realizing that as much as you hate it and do not like it there may secondary benefits cause that keep you stuck from ever wanting to leave. Those who travel through the wilderness become the beacon of light for other’s. You can be in a rock and hard place in life and still find those around be nasty towards you once you find your way out. You will be in hell and those around will still find the time to become sideways with you. idk maybe i am finding myself feeling outta my element when in fact im actually in my element.