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I was reading  zodiac signs this morning and one of them that i was reading was “how awkward is your sign”  obviously you can not take them as legit but it is funny when you read them …FYI my sign is a cancer and got 10/100  what a relief to know  I am ever around relationships that are awkward I can confidently say “It’s not me… it’s you” 🙂 . I read my moms to her  and she asked “what does awkward mean” I told her Im not completely sure but it looks like you have something to research later. BTW… she a Sagittarius the post claimed their awkward level is 127/100. If you want to heighten and blow your self esteem at the same time reading zodiac information is the way to go!

Now I feel inspired to do some research and questioning on the subject of awkwardness. But what is even more bizarre is that we will pass around words and have conversations but we do not even understand there meaning. Sometime’s we just give it our own meaning from a passing judgement or our own expedience.  We do not take them it to it’s depth. We use words to express our stories  or define them but every word has it’s own stories and definition behind it too. To me this create’s a circus.

Awkwardness can make life feel like a circus and we usually perceive it as bad but who does not enjoy the circus when they go? All the history behind circus’s, and how the circus hold’s space for some of the most unique and awkward humans being’s to exist. Making your awkwardness awkward make’s  things even more awkward. A little awkwardness never hurt anybody..now we do not have to go off and make it trendy and give it hype but what i do enjoy about awkwardness is that it lightens the load of needing to be pretentious.  We are not pretending a situation does not bother us when it does or when we know something just is not right….list goes on. Awkward situations can help us grow and become better at expressing ourselves. Awkwardness can also carry the friction we need to help us get out of the mud. Is being awkward completely bad…no, not at all. May not feel good but hey humility shows we are human and humility can heal situations. You are not to be the blame for everything and do not feel weird holding someone accountable.Circus

Im sure it’s  Super awkward at how many time’s i wrote the word awkward in  this post. If you decide to read through my article and count how time’s the word awkward exist that would be super awkward for me and for you. If you feel inspired to rate how awkward this blog post is on a scale from 1/10 …please to not feel awkward leaving a comment doing so! Giving and receiving constructed criticism and feedback is an awkward area for me but Im learning to get less awkward with it!

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